mouqlee:
““Good Will Hunting“ Pt.2
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It was such a tough work for me somehow - i just wanted to finish it as soon as possible and i couldn’t let go bc i had this idea in my head that i just had to make it a set. I’m really pleased with myself for...

mouqlee:

“Good Will Hunting“ Pt.2


It was such a tough work for me somehow - i just wanted to finish it as soon as possible and i couldn’t let go bc i had this idea in my head that i just had to make it a set. I’m really pleased with myself for finishing it, but i like and enjoy the fist one so much more just bc i enjoyed the sole process of creating it and i can’t say that about this one. Unfortunately, with this one it was more a question of “toughing it out”, which just breaks and scares me, since this is the feeling i get every time i make myself paint/draw. Yeah, I know that I’m just coming out of my depression and I don’t know whether it’s a simpe art block, ‘leftover’ depression, or i am losing art, and i’m scared of that. I’m scared because art has always been the most powerful outlet for me, when i’m not feeling that well and even when everything was fine, it always made everything even better. I’m sort of lost right now, do you have eny advice?

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